and when you have to choose , (:

life has been cruel to me for these past few days . and it makes me wonder somehow .

i realized that life ain't just about ourselves . its about people . its about everyone & everything that surrounds us . bad things happened for reasons . you just don't know and won't know , until the right time comes for you to know .

sometimes  , there's gonna be a time in life that you're gonna have to choose . either its good or bad , you decide it yourself , nobody is going to help you out . it is hard , no doubt . and its gonna be thousands times harder when you know what you'll decide is going to affect others . in other words , you will have to ensure that you are making the right decision . susah kan ? :')

'Allah does not charge a soul except [with that within] its capacity... ' - [ 2 : 286 ]
so , yeah . He knows you better than anyone else does . put your full trust in Him and yourself too , of course . Allah will never test you with something that He knows you can't bear with . Its just all depends on you , either you want to accept it and believe in yourself , or you are going to think that it is too hard for you and give up .

true indeed , there will be a moment when you feel like you can't take it anymore . you felt as if life has been too hard on you . and when that time comes , tell yourself that you're actually doing it for Allah's sake . insyaAllah things will be a lot more easier and smoother for you . just remember , in whatever things that we do , He'll always be there for us  ツ


'Seek Allah's help with patient perseverance and prayer. It is indeed hard except for those who are humble.' (2:45)


To be honest , sometimes I do have the feelings of regret when I think about being here in Taylor's . and I think , most of my batch members does . tp maybe jugak tak la . well it depends , since I am not actually requesting to be here , so maybe that's why I felt not-so-happy for accepting the offer . ungrateful , ain't I ? ish3 *geleng kepala*


Its the past that determines who we are today  ツ
Alhamdulillah , after staying here for a few months  , I started to realize that there are many reasons for why Allah has chosen me to be here . lets imagine , what if i'm in some other colleges or universities , I just don't know what will happen to me . I can't imagine how bad will I turn into , and am I going to get those awesome housemates like I do now ? * sangat bersyukur sebab diorang sangat-sangat baik =) *

'Kadangkala Allah sembunyikan matahari, Dia datangkan petir dan kilat. Kita menangis dan tertanya-tanya, kemana menghilangnya sinar. Rupa-rupanya Allah nak hadiahkan kita pelangi.' :) 

so, stop questioning why does all those things happen to you . believe in Him , insyaAllah ada hikmahnya . well , things always happen for a reason ayteee ツ