Wednesday, 21 September 2011

and when you have to choose , (:

life has been cruel to me for these past few days . and it makes me wonder somehow .

i realized that life ain't just about ourselves . its about people . its about everyone & everything that surrounds us . bad things happened for reasons . you just don't know and won't know , until the right time comes for you to know .

sometimes  , there's gonna be a time in life that you're gonna have to choose . either its good or bad , you decide it yourself , nobody is going to help you out . it is hard , no doubt . and its gonna be thousands times harder when you know what you'll decide is going to affect others . in other words , you will have to ensure that you are making the right decision . susah kan ? :')

'Allah does not charge a soul except [with that within] its capacity... ' - [ 2 : 286 ]
so , yeah . He knows you better than anyone else does . put your full trust in Him and yourself too , of course . Allah will never test you with something that He knows you can't bear with . Its just all depends on you , either you want to accept it and believe in yourself , or you are going to think that it is too hard for you and give up .

true indeed , there will be a moment when you feel like you can't take it anymore . you felt as if life has been too hard on you . and when that time comes , tell yourself that you're actually doing it for Allah's sake . insyaAllah things will be a lot more easier and smoother for you . just remember , in whatever things that we do , He'll always be there for us  

'Seek Allah's help with patient perseverance and prayer. It is indeed hard except for those who are humble.' (2:45)

To be honest , sometimes I do have the feelings of regret when I think about being here in Taylor's . and I think , most of my batch members does . tp maybe jugak tak la . well it depends , since I am not actually requesting to be here , so maybe that's why I felt not-so-happy for accepting the offer . ungrateful , ain't I ? ish3 *geleng kepala*

Its the past that determines who we are today  
Alhamdulillah , after staying here for a few months  , I started to realize that there are many reasons for why Allah has chosen me to be here . lets imagine , what if i'm in some other colleges or universities , I just don't know what will happen to me . I can't imagine how bad will I turn into , and am I going to get those awesome housemates like I do now ? * sangat bersyukur sebab diorang sangat-sangat baik =) *

'Kadangkala Allah sembunyikan matahari, Dia datangkan petir dan kilat. Kita menangis dan tertanya-tanya, kemana menghilangnya sinar. Rupa-rupanya Allah nak hadiahkan kita pelangi.' :) 

so, stop questioning why does all those things happen to you . believe in Him , insyaAllah ada hikmahnya . well , things always happen for a reason ayteee 


Amira Nabiha Jamalludin said...

Dilah, such a sweet combinations of words and phrases there. Yeah, something happened for reasons. However, once we'd go through it, we'll feel that we are great because we'd once going through the obstacles. The past is valuable, yeah no doubt, and we're allowed to miss them but we've to quit looking back and head forward, to the future. I'll pray for your happiness, friend :')

p/s : i do MISSING tgb :(
BUT I'm determine to accept my future :D

pok yeng said...

suka bace blog give me some motivation to go through life in this campus....

Izzah Zahraa said...

Dilah..sedih :') sob3x syg awak <3<3 ^^

anamizu said...

mmg setiap yg berlaku tu ada reason dia..
cuma kita je selalunye agak lambat dpt tahu ape REASON bila kita dpt tahu,insyaallah kita akan bersyukur ;)

cik ana.

Anonymous said...

hai..saye peminat awak ;p

Little Mus'ab said...

dilah.. akak dlu pon rse cm dilah jugak.. :)
"nape aku tercmpak kt taylors ni?? T_T "
but then kak asmaa ckp, "klu kite buat sesuatu krn Allah,trcmpak kt memane pon kite akn ok."

feel lucky dear bcoz Allah pilih kite utk berada kt taylors...and we got the most precious thing some more which is, true islam.. :)

Anonymous said...

not bad ;) nicely written -angah-